WHEW! What a mf'n journey thus far! Something is brewing within me because I have that feeling like I've reached the end of a timeline once again, and like a rebirth rebirthing, I feel the pull to start anew. I am in my "THINK BIG BITCH" era, and in the environment that I am currently residing in, it is changing the way I view myself. According to my chart, this space allows me to be fully grounded because there are limiting distractions and I've had no choice but to surrender... to Spirit and to the excruciating heat. I definitely needed to be here to hear my highest Self and to just be okay with BEING and not doing, being a WARRIOR and not a worrier. And now that I have unlocked so many codes, I know that I can now take what I've learned and continue experiencing my life with gratitude and deserving-ness. I thank the stars for allowing me to experience this time and space, but I'm not going to stay and wallow in this healing stage.
As a 6/2 Manifestor, with a sun in the 8th house and with Jupiter in 12th, I can confidently say that I'm ready to establish my seat at the peek of my mountain, that top floor innerG! Manifestors are designed to be initiators and take actions that will impact others. I've learned the importance of my words and being clear with my communication. Words hold so much power. They are the literal keys to manifestation, along with thoughts and feelings. I've also learned that informing others before I take action reduces the amount of resistance that I experience in life, aka not being sneaky (cause who you scared of?). Manifestors often experience anger and imposter syndrome, but we really long for a peaceful life. We are not designed to continually work, but to get things going and then move on to the next project or new territory. And new territories, expansion of territories if you must, is calling to me right now!
With all that is influencing society right now, in order for me to stay true to my authenticity is to emerge from the layers of conditioning. Letting go is a slow process. Following my strategy and authority in my decision- making process, there is often an internal battle between my thoughts still arguing for control over my life. I've had to imagine my monkey-mind as a shape-shifting familiar, who never leaves my side, but is able to be controlled. Because of the endless conditioning, we are vulnerable to considering the reasons and alternative possibilities that the mind can be so clever at presenting to us. The way to move beyond that is to take a risk. The risk is to follow my unique Authority, even when I don’t know the outcome. It takes a warrior’s spirit to engage in what is truly a battle for my life.
The positive side to de-conditioning is that I now see the benefits of a life where I am no longer comparing myself to others journey and looking outside myself for answers that reside inside of me. 💋
Reference: Richards, B. (2022). Human Design, Key to Knowing Yourself